He Holds The Deleted Version Of You
The cursor blinks in the empty box, a small pulse in the quiet room. You typed it all out—the heavy truth of being alone, the raw ache that fills the house when no one else is awake.
And then you stopped. You pressed backspace.
One character at a time, you erased the confession until the screen was blank again, as if the words had never existed. But the light does not need your words to know what is in the room.
It saw the typing. It sees the deleting.
It witnesses the silence you chose over the risk of being known. The Father is not waiting for a perfect message to arrive in his inbox.
He is sitting right beside you in the dark, holding the version of you that deleted the text. You do not have to send it to be held.
Drawing from
Matthew 26:38-39, Gospel of Mary 5:4-5
Verses
Gospel of Mary 5:4
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