The Real You Waking Up in Silence
The cursor blinks. A tiny, rhythmic pulse in the dark that feels like a countdown to a lie.
You are trying to craft a story about who you are, but the silence in the room is telling you that you don't know yet. That terror—the fear that you are fabricating a self to fit a word count—is not a sign that you are lost.
It is the sound of the real you waking up. The light does not need your resume.
It does not need your achievements or your polished narrative. It is already there, in the quiet panic, in the blank page, in the part of you that refuses to pretend.
You are not a lie waiting to be exposed. You are a story waiting to be lived.
The darkness is not hiding the truth; it is holding the space for you to stop performing and simply be.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 3, John 14:6
Verses
John 14:6
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