You Are Not The Firefighter, You Are The Flame
The crisis has finally passed. The adrenaline is gone.
And now, standing in the quiet of the morning, a terrifying thought rises: you don't know who you are without the emergency to solve. You have become so good at putting out fires that you forgot what it feels like to just be warm.
The mask you wear for the world feels heavy today, glued on by years of performance. But listen — the light does not need your usefulness.
It does not need your competence. It was shining inside you before the first problem ever arrived.
There is a version of you that exists when nothing is broken. That version is not lost.
It is simply waiting for you to stop running long enough to recognize it. You are not the firefighter.
You are the flame.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, Matthew
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