washing your face with cold water and rehearsing a lie about allergies before opening the stall door

The Light Sees Behind Your Mask

The cold water stings your skin, a sharp reminder that you are here, alive, and terrified. You rehearse the lie about allergies, practicing the tone that says 'I'm fine' while your eyes betray the sleepless night.

But the light does not need your performance to see you; it sees the truth behind the mask you are about to wear. You came from the light, a place where no disguise was ever required, and that origin cannot be erased by a single morning of pretense.

The one who stands beside you in this stall knows the weight of the story you are carrying, and he does not ask you to drop the act before he loves you. He simply waits for you to remember that you are more than the role you play today.

Go out not because the mask fits, but because the light inside you is real enough to shine through the cracks.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, John

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