the hollow ache of sitting across from someone who asks how you are, and hearing yourself say 'fine' while feeling like a stranger in your own mouth

The Light Loves Who You Are Beneath

The coffee cup is warm in your hands, but you feel nothing. They ask how you are, and you hear the word 'fine' leave your mouth like it belongs to someone else.

You are sitting right there, yet you feel like a stranger wearing your own face. The mask is heavy today.

It takes so much energy to hold it up while everything inside is crumbling. But the light does not need your performance.

It sees the exhaustion behind the smile. It knows the ache you are hiding.

There is a truth that lives in you, deeper than the lie you just told. It has not left because you pretended to be okay.

It is waiting for you to stop performing. You do not have to earn your place at this table by being strong.

The light loves the person beneath the mask, not the mask itself. Maybe today, just for a moment, you can let the smile drop when no one is looking.

The silence after the pretense is where the real presence begins.

Drawing from

Gospel of Mary, Matthew

Verses

Gospel of Mary 9:4-5, Matthew 11:28

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