You Are Not Your Worst Conversation
The ceiling is still there. The words you stumbled over are still there, looping in the dark like a broken record.
You are convinced they noticed every pause, every clumsy phrase, and that they are quietly losing respect for you right now. But the night is quiet for a reason.
It is not an arena for your trial. It is a room where the light waits for you to stop performing.
The truth lives in us and will be with us forever. It does not evaporate because you were awkward.
It does not dim because you felt small. The light that knows your exact number of hairs knows the exact number of times you wished you could take it back.
And it stays. It is not keeping a ledger of your stumbles.
It is keeping you. You are not your worst conversation.
You are the light that spoke it.
Drawing from
2 John, Matthew
Verses
2 John 1:2, Matthew 10:30
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