replaying the exact moment of failure in your head while staring at the ceiling

The Verdict Was Already Overturned

The ceiling is a screen for the movie you cannot stop watching. The exact moment the words left your mouth, the second you froze, the instant it all broke.

You are living in the past while the house sleeps around you. The darkness feels heavy enough to crush the air from your lungs.

But the light has never left the room. It is not waiting for you to fix the scene.

It is sitting right there in the chair beside you, watching you suffer through a memory it has already forgiven. You are replaying a verdict that was overturned the moment it happened.

The Father who ran before the apology was even finished is not angry at your stumble. He is grieving that you are still holding the stone.

The night is long, but the light is longer. You are not defined by the moment you cannot forget.

Drawing from

Luke, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Luke 15:20

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