The Verdict Was Delivered in the Running
The call ended minutes ago, but your thumb is still tracing the screen, scrolling back through the silence to find the exact syllable where you failed them. You are hunting for the crack in the glass, convinced that if you can just locate the moment you said the wrong thing, you can fix it.
But the darkness lies to you in this hour. It tells you that your memory is a courtroom and you are the only one on trial.
There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the apology to be perfect.
He did not analyze the speech for errors. He ran.
Before the words were finished, before the shame could take root — he ran. Your stumbling words did not push the light away.
The love you are afraid you ruined is the very thing that is already running toward you. Stop replaying the tape.
The verdict was not delivered in your stutter. It was delivered in the running.
You are not defined by the moment you broke. You are defined by the hands that are already reaching to hold the pieces.
Drawing from
Luke, 1 John
Verses
Luke 15:20, 1 John 3:20
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