re-reading your own sent message to count how many times you apologized for existing

Stop Bowing and Start Walking

The afternoon sun is unforgiving. It shines straight down on the words you sent an hour ago, and you are reading them again, counting the apologies.

Sorry for the delay. Sorry for the tone.

Sorry for taking up space. You are measuring your worth by how small you can make yourself in a text box.

But the light does not ask you to shrink. It asks you to stand.

There was a man who had been paralyzed for thirty-eight years, lying beside a pool, convinced he needed permission to move. The light found him there and did not offer a critique of his past.

It simply said: get up. The apology you keep rehearsing is a weight you were never meant to carry.

The light is not keeping a ledger of your inconveniences. It is standing right here in the middle of your day, waiting for you to stop bowing and start walking.

Drawing from

John 5:6-8, Matthew 6:18

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