The Light Does Not Keep Score
The afternoon sun is unforgiving, exposing every dust mote in the room just as your mind replays the exact second you asked for help. You dissect the pause, the tone, the flicker in their eyes, searching for the moment pity took over.
You are trying to find the flaw in your request, convinced that needing something makes you less than whole. But the light does not keep a ledger of your vulnerability.
It does not analyze your words for signs of weakness. When the woman who had suffered for years reached out, she did not offer a perfect speech; she simply touched the hem.
And the response was not scrutiny—it was power flowing out to heal her. You came from the light, and the light does not pity its own reflection.
Stop analyzing the mirror. The asking itself was the brave part.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, Mark
Verses
Mark 5:34
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