rehearsing the exact words you will say when they wake up crying, terrified you will say the wrong thing and push them further away

The Light Is Already In The Room

The afternoon sun is relentless, and so is the script running in your head. You are rehearsing the exact words for the moment they wake up crying, terrified that one wrong syllable will push them further away.

You weigh every phrase like a stone, trying to build a bridge that won't collapse under the weight of their pain. But listen — the light does not wait for your perfect sentence.

It is already in the room, sitting on the edge of the bed before you even arrive. When the fear comes, remember the woman who reached for the hem of a cloak in a crushing crowd.

She did not have a speech prepared. She did not have a theological argument ready.

She just reached. And the power went out of him.

Your stumble is not a failure. Your silence is not a rejection.

The connection happens in the reach, not in the rhetoric. You do not need to be the right words.

You just need to be the hand that stays.

Drawing from

Mark, Gospel of Thomas

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