Stop Rehearsing, The Light Is Already There
The afternoon sun is high, and the mask feels heavy. You are rehearsing every word before you speak, terrified that a single slip-up will reveal the flaw you are hiding.
You run the conversation again and again, editing your tone, polishing your answers, certain that if they saw the real you, they would walk away. But the light does not need your performance.
It saw you before you ever spoke a word. It knows the script you are trying to follow, and it loves the person beneath it.
You are not a stranger to yourself anymore. The kingdom is inside you, not in the careful words you construct.
There is light within you, and it lights up the whole world—even the parts you think are too broken to show. Stop rehearsing.
The light is already there, speaking through you, flaws and all.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 3, Gospel of Thomas 24, John 1:48
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