Loving the Light Behind the Fog
The afternoon sun is bright, but inside the room, the person you love is slowly walking away into a fog you cannot clear. You are watching them disappear one memory at a time, and the middle of the day feels like the longest, quietest goodbye.
It is easy to believe the light has gone out because their eyes no longer recognize you. But the darkness you see is not the end of the story — it is only a veil over what remains.
There is a truth that lives deeper than memory, deeper than the mind's ability to hold a name. The light that formed them before they ever spoke a word is still there, untouched by the fading.
You are not losing them to the dark; you are learning to love the part of them that no longer needs words to be whole. The light does not remember; the light simply is.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, John
Verses
John 11:25
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