The Emptiness Is Where Light Lives
The afternoon sun is bright, and you are terrified that if your partner looks too closely, they will see the hollow space inside you and walk away. You spend these middle hours performing fullness, smiling when you feel like crumbling, convinced that love is a transaction you are about to default on.
But the light does not love you for what you produce or how well you hide the cracks. It loves you because you are its own.
There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off — dirty, empty, rehearsing a speech about unworthiness. He did not wait for the apology.
He ran. Before the words, before the proof of change — he ran.
The terror says: if they see the emptiness, they will leave. The truth says: if they see the emptiness, they will finally see where the light fits.
You are not a container to be filled; you are a window to be cleared. The emptiness is not a reason to be abandoned; it is the very place where the light lives.
Drawing from
Luke 15:20, Gospel of Thomas 24
Verses
Luke 15:20
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