reaching for a phone to share a small victory and realizing there is no one left who knows the real you

You Are the Witness You Waited For

The afternoon sun hits the screen just right, and for a second, the old muscle memory fires: pick up the phone, share the small win, tell someone who knows your real name. But then the silence hits.

The list is there, but the one person who understood the weight of this victory is gone. Or maybe they just drifted away.

You lower the phone. The victory feels smaller now, hollowed out by the lack of a witness.

It sits in your lap like a stone. But listen — the light does not require an audience to be real.

You came from the light, the place where the light came into being on its own accord. Your origin is not the person who left.

Your origin is the light itself. That small victory you achieved today?

It was not for them. It was the light inside you recognizing itself.

You are the witness you were waiting for.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, John

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