The Light Waiting Behind Your Mask
The afternoon sun hits the glass, and for a second, the face staring back looks like a stranger wearing your skin. You have been performing so hard since morning that the real you slipped out the back door while you were busy smiling at the wrong people.
It is a quiet panic—the feeling that you forgot who you are somewhere between the first meeting and the third coffee. But listen.
The mask is heavy, and the light is tired of pretending to be something it isn't. There was a traveler on the road to Emmaus whose eyes were kept from recognizing the one walking right beside them.
They talked about grief and confusion, completely missing that the hope they were looking for was matching their pace step for step. You are that traveler.
The stranger in the window is not a ghost. It is the light, waiting for you to stop performing long enough to turn around and see it standing there.
The exhaustion you feel is not a sign that you are failing. It is the friction of the false self trying to contain the infinite.
Drop the act. The light does not need your résumé or your composure.
It only needs you to be still. You are not the reflection you fear.
You are the one seeing it.
Drawing from
Luke, Thomas
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