the terror of being found out as an impostor

The Shadow Cast By Love

The afternoon sun feels less like warmth and more like an interrogation lamp, exposing every crack in the mask you wear to get through the day. You move through the routine, smiling at the right moments, terrified that someone will finally point and say: you do not belong here.

But the light that lives inside you was not earned by your performance, so it cannot be lost by your failure. It was there before you ever tried to prove yourself, and it remains untouched by the fear of being found out.

There is a name written on a white stone, known only to you and the One who placed it there—a secret identity that no amount of pretending can obscure. You are not an impostor waiting to be caught; you are a child who has forgotten they were invited to the feast long before they arrived.

The terror of exposure is just the shadow cast by a love that has already seen everything and stayed.

Drawing from

Revelation, Gospel of Mary

Verses

Revelation 2:17, Revelation 3:20

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