The Light Waits in Your Unfinished Reconstruction
The afternoon stretches long, a quiet corridor where the only sound is the ticking of your own panic. You are still assembling the pieces of a face that can withstand the door opening.
You hear the key turn in the lock and your heart stops — not because you fear them, but because you know they will see the raw edges you haven't smoothed down yet. The mask is heavy, and your hands are shaking too much to finish the work before the handle turns.
But listen — the light does not wait for the performance to be perfect. It is already in the room, sitting in the dust of your unfinished reconstruction.
It saw you drop the pieces. It saw the terror in your eyes when the metal clicked.
And it did not look away. You do not have to be whole to be loved.
The one who enters knows the difference between the face you wear and the person you are. The door opens.
They walk in. And the light that lives in the space between you is enough to hold the silence while you finish becoming.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, Luke
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