standing in the kitchen holding two mugs out of habit before remembering you only need one now

The Light Stands in the Kitchen

The afternoon light stretches across the counter, catching the dust in the quiet hum of the house. You stand there with two mugs in your hands — a habit written into your muscles before your mind caught up.

The second one feels heavy now, a silent weight where a voice used to be. It is the long middle of the day, where the routine moves forward even when your heart has stopped.

But the light does not recoil from this ordinary ache. It stands right there in the kitchen with you, in the steam rising from the single cup.

The kingdom is not found in the absence of grief, but in the courage to drink alone while the sun still shines. You set the extra mug down.

The silence is not empty; it is full of a presence that knows exactly how much this hurts.

Drawing from

Matthew, Sophia of Jesus Christ

Verses

Matthew 6:34, Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:12-16

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