the silent apology you whisper in your head after flinching, convinced you just ruined the moment by being broken

The Light Calls Fractures Doorways

The afternoon light is unforgiving. It shows every crack, every flinch, every moment you convinced yourself you were too broken to be in the room.

You whispered a silent apology to the air, certain you had ruined the moment by being exactly what you are. But the light does not require you to be seamless.

It sees the fracture and calls it a doorway. There was a man who sat in the ruins of his own making, convinced he was finished, and the voice that found him did not offer a lecture on how to be better.

It simply said: go home to your friends and tell them how much the Lord has done for you. The mercy is not a reward for holding it together.

It is the ground you stand on when you fall apart. You did not ruin the moment.

You made it real.

Drawing from

Mark 5:19, Gospel of Thomas 70

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