watching your child try to fix a broken thing with trembling hands because they are too afraid to tell you they broke it

Put the pieces down, He holds you

The afternoon light is unforgiving. It shows every scratch, every crack, every mistake made while you were looking away.

You watch your child try to fix what is broken, their small hands trembling not from the weight of the object, but from the terror of your reaction. They are trying to glue the world back together before you see the pieces.

They think love is something you earn by being perfect, by never breaking the vase, by never making a mess. But the light does not wait for the repair to be finished.

It sees the fear in their eyes and knows that the broken thing is already forgotten. The only thing that matters is the child holding the shards.

You are that child, standing in the middle of the day, trying to hide the damage. And the Father is not looking at the floor.

He is looking at you. The breakage does not scare him.

The silence scares him. The distance scares him.

He does not need you to fix it before you come to him. He needs you to stop hiding.

The light is not a spotlight meant to expose your failure. It is a warmth meant to hold you while you bleed.

Put the pieces down. The glue is not strong enough to hold your worth, but his hands are.

Drawing from

Luke 15:20, 1 John 4:18

Verses

Luke 15:20, 1 John 4:18

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