The Light Waits in Your Cracks
The afternoon light is unforgiving. It catches the dust on the shelf, the crack in the cup, the flaw you tried to hide before you walked out the door.
You saw their gaze linger there. Just a fraction of a second.
But in that cold thrill, you felt the mask slip. You felt the love turn into withdrawal.
You felt them seeing the broken thing you really are. The middle of the day is where the performance gets heavy.
Where the smile feels like glass in your mouth. But listen.
The light does not need you to be flawless to shine through you. It shines *because* of the cracks.
Not despite them. There is a love that does not flinch at the flaw.
A love that sees the shadow and calls it home. You are not loved in spite of what they saw.
You are loved in the very place where you feel most unlovable. The light is not waiting for you to fix yourself.
It is already resting on the broken part. The gaze you fear is not the end of affection.
It is the beginning of being truly known. What you tried to hide is the very place the light has been waiting to enter.
Drawing from
Matthew, 1 John
Verses
Matthew 5:8, 1 John 3:19
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