scrolling through old photos hoping to find proof that you were ever truly loved

The Love You Seek Is Already Here

The afternoon light is flat, casting long shadows across the screen as you scroll back through years of faces. You are looking for proof in the pixels, hunting for a moment where the love was real and not just a performance.

The world demands you keep moving, keep working, keep the mask of okayness firmly in place. But the ache is here, in the middle of the day, whispering that maybe it never existed.

The light does not need a photograph to validate its presence. It was there in the room even when the camera wasn't looking.

It was there in the silence between the words. You are not searching for something lost; you are forgetting what is already held.

The love you seek is not a memory to be recovered. It is the ground you are standing on right now.

Drawing from

John, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

John 14:20, Thomas 5

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