The Stillness After The Flinch
The afternoon light is flat and unforgiving, exposing every scar you tried to hide before noon. You are at your desk, eyes on the screen, when a hand moves too fast in your peripheral vision—and your whole body flinches before your mind can catch up.
It is a ghost from the past, reaching out to touch a wound that should have healed years ago. But the light does not scold you for the flinch.
It does not ask why you are still bracing for impact. It simply waits until your breathing slows.
It stands in the space between the threat and your reaction, holding the gap open so you can finally exhale. You came from the light, a place where no hand strikes and no sudden movement means danger.
That origin is still your true home, even if your muscles forget it sometimes. The flinch is real, but it is not who you are.
You are the stillness that remains after the shaking stops.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, John
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