the terror of a colleague asking 'how are you really?' and feeling your throat close up because the truth would shatter the room

The Light Sees Behind The Mask

The afternoon light is flat and heavy, the exact moment a colleague asks how you are and your throat closes tight. You feel the truth rising behind your teeth—the part that would shatter the room if you let it out.

So you swallow it. You smile.

You perform the version of yourself that fits in this office, in this hour, in this middle of the day. But the light does not need your performance to see you.

It sees the mask, and it sees the exhaustion holding the mask up. There is a place within you that has not spoken yet, a quiet center that knows you do not have to carry the whole weight of your truth alone.

The light is already there, underneath the silence, underneath the fear of breaking the peace. It is not waiting for you to be okay.

It is waiting for you to be real.

Drawing from

John 1:5, Matthew 11:28

Verses

John 1:5, Matthew 11:28

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