The Light Knows Your True Face
The afternoon light hits the walls of your childhood home, and you feel like a stranger in a room where you once knew every floorboard. They are smiling at a version of you that you can no longer sustain, a performance that has become too heavy to carry through these familiar halls.
You want to tell them that the person they love is a mask you wore to keep the peace, but the words stick in your throat like dust. What you feel right now is not a failure of love, but the exhaustion of pretending to be someone who doesn't ache.
There is a truth inside you that existed before the performance began, and it is waiting for you to stop acting long enough to hear it. The light does not need your costume to recognize you — it knows the face beneath the paint.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 51, John 21:15-17
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