reaching for the phone to send them a photo of something mundane, then freezing when you remember there is no one on the other end to receive it

The Light Saw You Reach

The afternoon light hits the table just so, and your hand moves before your mind can catch up. You reach for the phone to capture it, to send it to the one who isn't there anymore.

Then you freeze. The thumb hovers over the name that no longer connects.

The silence in the room suddenly has weight. It is the middle of the day, and the world expects you to be moving, but you are stuck in this small, suspended moment of forgetting.

You are not forgotten, though. The light saw you reach.

It saw the instinct to share, the muscle memory of love that outlasts the absence. There is a presence that does not need the image to know what you saw.

You do not have to send it anywhere for it to be witnessed. The photo stays in your gallery, but the longing?

That has already been received.

Drawing from

John 8:10-11, Gospel of Thomas 70

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