He Ran Before You Could Speak
The afternoon is long, and you are still rehearsing the words you wish you could say. You believed a lie because it felt like salvation, and now the shame of that belief sits heavy in your chest while the world moves on outside.
You are tired of performing okayness, tired of smiling when you feel like you are breaking inside. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off — before the apology, before the speech, before the confession could even be finished — he ran.
He did not wait for the perfect explanation. He ran to meet the shame halfway.
The light does not need your rehearsed speech to find you. It sees the mask you wear at work, and it loves the person hiding behind it.
You do not have to earn your way back into the light by getting the apology exactly right. The truth is already waiting for you, not to condemn you, but to set you free from the need to be perfect.
The lie you believed is over; the love that holds you has just begun.
Drawing from
Luke, John
Verses
Luke 15:20, John 8:36
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