The Light Waits in Your Silence
The afternoon is long, and the mask feels heavy by two o'clock. You practiced the smile in the glass, rehearsed the tone, memorized the casual wave.
But when the door opens and a real voice calls your name, your throat closes. You freeze.
The script dissolves into silence, and you are left staring at your own reflection while the moment passes. It feels like a failure of spirit, as if the light inside you has flickered out under the pressure of presence.
But the light does not require a performance to exist. It was there before you rehearsed the greeting, and it remained there when you froze.
The silence you hate is not a wall; it is simply the space where the mask fell off. The light is not embarrassed by your stillness.
It is waiting in the quiet, not for the perfect word, but for you to stop pretending.
Drawing from
John 1:14, Gospel of Thomas 28
Verses
John 1:14
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