Your Silence Is Not Betrayal
The afternoon demands a performance you no longer have the energy to give. You stop moving, and the silence feels like a weapon you are turning against the people who need you.
You fear they will call it betrayal when it is only the sheer weight of being human finally catching up. But the light does not mistake your exhaustion for abandonment.
There was a man lying beside a pool for thirty-eight years, too broken to reach the water on his own. The light did not scold him for his stillness.
It did not demand he try harder to get in. It simply asked if he wanted to be well, and then told him to stand.
Your silence is not a rejection of them. It is the necessary pause before you can stand again.
The light knows the difference between a closed heart and a tired one.
Drawing from
John, Matthew
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